My Dearest Friend
I received this morning your kind Letter of the 7th. [Abigail to John, 07 December 1796] and wonder you had not received a Letter. I wrote from Stratford and New York and twice a Week since I have been here.
Your Anxiety for your Country your is amiable and becomes your Character. Elevated Expectations of Grandeur and Glory as well as Prosperity have accompanied me through Life and been a great source of my Enjoyment. They are not diminished by the present Prospect.
It seems to be now certain, that Unless Mr. Jefferson has Votes in N. Hampshire, Vermont or Rhode Island he can not be President. But it is not improbable that Mr. Pinckney may be, unless N. C. should be of Opinion with Virginia that J.A. had better be P. than Pinckney.
The Northern Members have kept their Promise better than the Southern. They have got a great Number for Pinckney but the Southern have got none for A.
The English Party have outgeneraled the French and American both. That is the Construction I put upon it though others would make me believe if they could that it is an insidious Maneuvre of Hamiltons individual ambition.
I shall not suffer so much in retiring as the P. whose tender feelings are excited both by Kindness and Unkindness. I shall retire without much of either to harrow up my soul. It is rather a dull Prospect to see nothing but ones Plougshare between one and the Grave but I am confident I can bear it as well as the P. My Misery will all be over by the Ninth of Feb. if I am released. But that is too long.
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