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Washington. March 1861 [The entry for 3 March 1861, at the top of this page, has not been transcribed. Please refer to the page image.]Monday 4th At last the long expected day dawned upon us. It was mild and clear - not so
warm as his address in a clear, distinct voice which was heard by every body. The substance of it was an argument to prove that he intended no war, but that his duty was by his oath to see that the laws were faithfully executed, rather feebly he recommended a Convention and disapproved all amendments of the Constitution excepting that which passed Congress. In truth the Senate by an extra effort stimulated as was whispered by a hint from him had passed the amendment by just the requisite proportion of votes. The close was hearty and said with feeling. It was well received by the dense mass, who proceeded forthwith to disperse. This is the first Inauguration, I think, that I ever saw. It is grand in its simplicity. As a whole the composition was well timed, and raised my opinion of the man. It was fortunate in pleasing both wings of the party, and bringing all to stand upon a common ground. Of all people I had the greatest occasion to be gratified, as the amendment which has been the main point in the policy which goes by my name has thus been fully justified in the face of the country by the head of the nation as well as of the Republican party. This [estopps?] all party denunciation of me, and places those who voted on the other side, in my delegation, rather under the necessity of defending themselves. Thus ends this most trying period of our history. To me it has been a moral trial of my courage and of my firmness. Yet I never in my life felt more serene and clear and confident. It has seemed as if I was inspired by a power above me, and supported without effort of my own. I should be fortunate if I closed my political career now. I have gained all that I can for myself, and I shall never have such another opportunity to benefit my country. Would that I could withdraw now, instead of having to look forward to trials and tribulations in the coming conflicts. Such were my reflections as I walked quietly home through the crowd which lined the avenue. The struggles of political life show human nature under such painful shapes, and rouse all the worst passions so far that I look with dread at a continuation of this existence, brilliant as it seems to the gase of the outer world. The whole family assembled Monday 4th cont. at dinner where we celebrated the successful inauguration. From this day the country is put upon a new course. Whilst I am not quite clear about the future, and especially doubt the consistency of this organization of a Cabinet, I yet feel that the crisis of the slave question is passing off with less of confusion and disorder than might reasonably be anticipated. The people are on the whole sound and at heart attached to each other. The leaders are most of them, on the Slave side, corrupted in morals and desperate in politics, and the struggle will be to overthrow their influence. In the evening, we all went to the Inauguration ball which was held in the City Hall and a ball room behind it erected for the purpose. It was very large and quite pretty, and every body expected it would be densely crowded. But the fact was quite otherwise. The numbers were just sufficient to give no appearance of nakedness, and to furnish all facilities to the young people for dancing. The new President and his Wife came in quite late. They are evidently wanting in all the arts to grace their position. He is simple, awkward and hearty. She is more artificial and pretentious. I took my daughter Mary up to him as she desired it. We came among others, and he did not at all recollect me. Indeed I had doubts whether he was thinking whose hand he was shaking. Were it any body but a Western man I should have construed it as an intentional slight. But we cannot measure such a free and easy people by the standard of courtly civilisation. Not many of the Senators and Representatives were present- few of the cabinet officers as understood to be selected and very few of the city people. Evidently, as a social revolution this thing is in a bad way. But time and patience will conquer all things. I have done what I could to pave the way for it during the past two years. And something has been effected. Hitherto the labor has been cheerfully devolved upon us. But the case is now otherwise. And I begin to foresee complications next winter which may prove embarrassing. I walked home after midnight. |