Diary of Charles Francis Adams, volume 5

Friday. 25th.

Sunday. 27th.

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Saturday. 26th.

Foggy morning but it afterwards cleared away. I went to the Office and as it was a little cool I thought I would sit by the fire and read Lingard first, after which write my Journal, but I pursued my reading so steadily through the thirteenth volume that I left myself but half an hour, and that time was appropriated to another purpose—My Carpenter Mr. Ayer coming in to settle his annual accounts against me. My walk too must not on any consideration be interrupted. Met J. G. Rogers today—A man whose mind does not seem to work at all in parallell lines.1

Afternoon, reflected upon my Article and concluded to send it. It is a turning point in my career of that kind. If I do meet with any more mortification about it, I lay down my pen for ever so far as voluntary exertion is concerned. It is disappointing to my pride which ought not to humiliate itself before others. Occupying the situation in Society fortune has given me, if I fail in making myself deserving by my own acts why should I expose myself to the contempt of others farther than is requisite to ascertain the failure? After this, I will not blind myself. Read Anquetil and evening at home. Wieland.

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Judge John Gray Rogers of the Boston Police Court and a neighbor of the Adamses at 65 Mount Vernon Street ( Boston Directory ).