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Docno: ADMS-04-11-02-0191

Author: Johnson, Louisa Catherine
Recipient: Adams, John Quincy
Date: 1796-08-28

Louisa Catherine Johnson to John Quincy Adams

How shall I answer my dear friends last charming letter where find words adequate to the pleasure I experienced at reading it the idea of your returning almost compensates for the pain I felt at parting— Yet shall I confess fears arise which never presented themselves before. When I reflect upon the part in life I shall have to act with the little I have seen of the world my conscious deficiency appears manifest and I already think I see you blush for my awkwardness but I know the generosity of your disposition and am convinced you will forgive and encourage me by your kindness to mend—
You ask me how I spend my time I wish my friend you had touched on any other subject for I must candidly confess I have profited little by my retirement but it is yourself who are the cause by (shall I say it) intruding too often on my thoughts— Permit me to beg you will let me know some time previous to your departure as { 372 } Papa & Mama wish for all possible time to prepare themselves for the seperation and hope it will not be very sudden—1
Alas I feel this the only drawback to my felicity but I must not always expect cloudless skies I acknowledge my lot has been cast in a fair graine and on this ought to acquire a little of your philosophy that Heaven may hasten the time when we shall meet and propitious winds blow you safely to England where you will find a harbour is the sincere prayer of your unalterable friend
[signed] Louisa C. Johnson
1. JQA would not depart The Hague until 28 June 1797, arriving in London on 12 July (JQA to JA, 29 June, 22 July, both Adams Papers).
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