Rode with Mr. Barrell to Ipswich, and put up at Treadwells. Every Object recalls the
Subject of Grief. Barrell all the Way to Ipswich was like the Turtle, bemoaning the
Loss of his Mate. “Fine Season and beautifull Scenes, but they did not charm him as
they used to. He had often rode this Way a Courting with infinite Pleasure,” &c. I
cant reallize that she has left me forever. When she was well I often thought I could
reallize the Loss of her, but I was mistaken. I had no Idea of it.—In short, this
Mans Mournings have melted and softened me, beyond Measure.