Pass'd the day and evening at the office. Read at my own lodgings till one o'clock
in the morning.
I feel every day a greater disposition to drop this nonsense. It takes up a great
deal of my time, and as it is incessantly calling upon me, I can never have any respite:
in the extreme cold of winter I have no convenience, for writing, and was it not for
the pleasure of complaining to myself, I believe I should have done long ago. I often
get in arrears and then I have as much time to recollect, the circumstances of one
day, as at other times I have to write for four. These inconveniences however are
most prevalent in the severity of the winter Season. As I have got so far through
this, and more particularly as I have now begun the year, I will make an effort to
carry it on for one more revolution of the Sun, and if I then feel as averse to writing
as at present, I will e'en stop, at least while the events in which I am concern'd
are as trivial, as they are at present. One consideration upon this subject, at least
affords me some satisfaction: it is that when I look back in these volumes, and peruse,
the temporary productions of my pen; I am at least able to say, at the close of the
day; that day I did something.