[dateline] Paris September 7. 1783
[salute] My dearest Friend
This Morning for the first Time, was delivered me the Resolution of Congress of the
first of May, that a Commission and Instructions Should be made Out, to Me, Dr. Franklin
and Mr. Jay to make a Treaty of Commerce with Great Britain.
1 If this Intelligence had been Sent Us by Barney, who Sailed from Philadelphia a Month
after, the 1st of May, and has now been Sailed from hence on his return home above
a Month
2 it would have Saved me and others much Anxiety. I am now even at a Loss. It is of
great Importance that Such a Treaty Should be well made. The Loan in Holland must
be attended to, and when the present one is full, another must be opened, which cannot
be done but by me or my Successor. There are other Things too to be done in Europe
of great Importance. Mr. Laurens has Leave to go home, and Mr. Dana is gone so that
there remain in service only Mr. Franklin Mr. Jay and my self. In these Circumstances
I must stay another Winter. I cannot justify going home. But what Shall I do for Want
of my Family. By what I hear, I think Congress will give Us all Leave to come home
in the Spring. Will you come to me this fall and go home with me in the Spring? If
you will, come with my dear Nabby, leaving the two Boys at Mr. Shaws, and the House
and Place under the Care of your Father Uncle Quincy or Dr. Tufts, or Mr. Cranch.
This Letter may reach you by the
<first of> middle of October,
3 and in November you may embark, and a Passage in November, or all December will be
a good Season. You may embark for London, Amsterdam, or any Port of France. On your
Arrival, you will find Friends enough.
4 The Moment I hear of it, I will fly with Post Horses to receive you at least, and
if the Ballon, Should be carried to such Perfection in the mean time as to give Mankind
the safe navigation of the Air, I will fly in one of them at the Rate of thirty Knots
an hour.
5 This is my Sincere Wish, although the Expence will be considerable, the Trouble to
you great and you will probably have to return with me in the Spring. I am So unhappy
without you that I wish you would come at all Events. You must bring with you at least
one Maid and one Man servant.
I must however leave it with your Judgment, you know better than I the real Intentions
at Philadelphia, and can determine better than I whether it will be more prudent to
wait untill the Spring. I am determind to be with you in America or have you with
me in Europe,
{ 237 } as soon as it can be accomplished consistent with private Prudence and the publick
Good. I am told that Congress intend to recall Us all, as soon as a few Affairs are
finished. If this should be the Case, all will be well. I shall go home with infinite
Pleasure. But it may be longer than you think of, before all their necessary Affairs
will be dispatched. The Treaty of Commerce with G. B. must take Time. A Treaty will
be wanted with Portugal and Denmark if not with the Emperor and Empress.
6 If you come to Europe this Fall, in my Opinion you will be glad to go home in the
Spring. If you come in the spring you will wish to return the next fall. I am sure
I shall, but Six months of your Company is worth to me, all the Expences and Trouble
of the Voyage.
This Resolution of Congress deserves my Gratitude; it is highly honourable to me,
and restores me, my Feelings, which a former Proceeding had taken away.
7 I am now perfectly content to be recalled whenever they think fit, or to Stay in
Europe, untill this Business is finished, provided you will come and live with me.
We may Spend our Time together in Paris London or the Hague, for 6 or 12 Months as
the Public Business may call me and then return to our Cottage, with contented Minds.
It would be more agreable to my Inclinations to get home and endeavour to get my self
and Children into a Settled Way, but I think it is more necessary for the Publick
that I should stay in Europe, untill this Piece of Business is finished. You dont
probably know the Circumstances which attended this Proceeding of Congress. They are
so honourable to me, that I cannot in Gratitude or Decency refuse.
I must Submit your Voyage to your Discretion and the Advice of your Friends, my most
earnest Wishes are to see you but if the Uncertainties are such as to discourage you,
I know it will be upon reasonable Considerations and must submit. But if you postpone
the Voyage for this Fall, I shall insist on your coming in the Spring, unless there
is a certainty of my going home to you. Congress are at such grievous Expences, that
I Shall have no other Secretary than my son. He however is a very good one.
8 He writes a good hand very fast, and is very Steady, to his Pen and his Books. Write
me by every Ship to Spain France Holland or England, that I may know. You give me
more public Intelligence than any body. The only hint in Europe of this Commission
was from you to yours forever