[dateline] April 25 1784
[salute] My dear Son
I have been much dissapointed in not receiving any Letters from your Father or you
by the late arrivals from England. Capt. Lyde, and a Brig have come in very short
passages, but not a single Letter. This is very painfull as well as unfortunate for
me just at this period. I thought it not prudent to take passage for Europe untill
I heard from your Pappa. If I had received letters I should have come out in Capt.
Calihan who is not yet sailed. It is some consolation however to have heard of you,
which I have by two private Letters, one from Mr. Temple to Genll. Warren in which
he mentions finding your pappa in London upon his arrival, and an other from a Mr.
John Cranch to his uncle. In this he mentions receiving a Letter from your pappa dated
at the Hague 31 of Janry.
1
This same Mr. John Cranch appears an original. He writes his cousin Betsy Palmer,
that out of the great Respect he entertaind for the publick character of your Pappa
he sent him a Basket of Hares, but not having heard from him he is in great tribulation
least it should be construed presumption. He adds a postscrip to his Letter in which
he calls upon her to congratulate him upon having received a letter full of civility
and urbanity. He observes in a droll way, that he would only dip his pen once more,
to tell her that having mended his pen, he finds that he can when he has mind too,
that he can write a handsomer hand than his illusterous correspondent with all his
accomplishments, therefore he desires her to recommend him as a Secretary.
The weather has been so unfavourable that Capt. Calihan has not been able to go to
sea. I hope the storms will all subside before I Embark, which I mean to do by the
next opportunity, provided I receive no letters to the contrary. I do not find as
any vessel is like to sail for Holland; so that you must look for me to arrive in
England. Alass! poor Britain what is like to be thy fate, shook and torn with intestine
divisions. I had in very early Life an earnest desire to visit that once great Nation,
but neither my sex, or situation in life afforded me the least prospect of gratifying
that inclination. But the mighty Revolution which has since taken place; and which
I contemplate with astonishment, the intimate union and connection, I hold with one
of the principal Characters, joined to the desire I have of passing the remainder
of my life in the society of your dear parent,
{ 326 } is now the principal motive with me to undertake a Voyage which at the early part
of my Life curiosity prompted me to wish for. I have seen many obsticals, but I conceive
it my duty to Regard them as trifles when put in compe
[ti]tion with promoteing the happiness of those most dear to me. I now pleasingly flatter
myself with the prospect of meeting the Father and Son from whom I have been so long,
unwilling Seperated, of bringing a daughter and sister that you will have reason to
rejoice in. Heaven Grant that no adverse fortune may impeed my voyage or blast my
tenderest wishes.
I have written to your Pappa by this vessel tho it was ten days ago.
2 I hope all the Letters by Love
3 came safe to your hands. Beg of your Pappa not to reside at the Hague if it affects
his Health. Continue to write by every opportunity and request your Pappa to do the
same for it is yet uncertain what time I shall be able to embark. I hope many days
will not pass without Letters to your ever affectionate Mother