Adams Family Correspondence, volume 4
1781-07-11
I am called to this Place, in the Course of my Duty: but dont conceive from it any hopes of Peace. This desireable object is yet unhappily at a Distance, a long distance I fear.1
170My dear Charles will go home with Maj. Jackson. Put him to school and keep him steady.—He is a delightfull Child, but has too exquisite sensibility for Europe.2
John is gone, a long Journey with Mr. Dana:—he will serve as an Interpreter, if not a
Clerk, and the Expence will be little more than at Leyden.3 He will be satiated with travel in his Childhood, and care nothing
about it, I hope in his riper Years.
I am distracted with more cares than ever, yet I grow fat. Anxiety is good for my Health I believe.
Oh that I had Wings, that I might fly and bury all my Cares at the Foot of Pens Hill.
As the sole American representative in Europe empowered to discuss terms of peace with
Great Britain, JA had been summoned to Paris by Vergennes to consult on
proposals for a joint Russian and Austrian mediation between the warring powers. He set off
from Amsterdam on 2 July and arrived in Paris on the 6th, where he put up at his former
residence, the Hôtel de Valois in the Rue de Richelieu; see his account of travel expenses in
Diary and
Autobiography
, 2:456–457. Not
without justification, JA deeply distrusted the motives not only of the imperial
mediators but of Vergennes toward the United States, and for this and other reasons the
proposed mediation came to nothing; see same, 2:458, with references there; also the very
full treatment of the mediation, its background, and its collapse, in Morris, Peacemakers
, chs. 8–10.
CA's recent illness is alluded to in John Thaxter to JA, 5 April, above, and in following letters. In his
“second autobiography” JA said in explanation of his sending CA
home at this time: “My second son, after the departure of his brother, found himself so much
alone, that he grew uneasy, and importuned me so tenderly to let him return to America to his
mother, that I consented to that, and thus deprived myself of the greatest pleasure I had in
life, the society of my children.” JA continued: “On or about the 10th
Corr. in the Boston Patriot
, p. 572.)
The choice of a ship and commander for CA's conveyance home proved unlucky.
After leaving the South Carolina in La Coruña in Spain in
September, CA sailed home from Bilbao in a different vessel, the Cicero, Captain Hugh Hill, which at length reached its home port of
Beverly, Mass., on 21 Jan. 1782. CA arrived in Braintree on the 29th. Not until
June 1782 did AA receive any of the mail put aboard the South Carolina for her ten months earlier. See note on Alexander Gillon under
Waterhouse to JA, 26 Dec. 1780,
above, with references there; and below, letters to JA and to AA
from Gillon, Waterhouse, William Jackson, Richard Cranch, Isaac Smith Sr., and Hugh Hill.
AA's final word on the whole subject is in her letter to JA, 17 June 1782, also below.
Dipl. Corr. Amer. Rev.
, 4:522). Some of the military goods,
obtained in the Netherlands, were on board the South Carolina
when it sailed surreptitiously from the Texel in August. The erratic conduct of Gillon led to
an early and bitter quarrel between him and Jackson; they parted in Spain and afterward
fought a duel in America, in which Jackson was wounded; see Jackson's correspondence with
JA, Aug.-Dec. 1781, and AA to John Thaxter, 18 July 1782, below. Jackson, who became secretary to Washington
when President and afterward surveyor of customs in Philadelphia, is best remembered as
secretary of the Federal Convention of 1787 (
DAB
; JQA, Memoirs
, 4:174–175).
This first allusion by JA to JQA's departure for St. Petersburg
was written on JQA's fourteenth birthday. JQA had left Amsterdam on
7 July to join Francis Dana in Utrecht, after JA had already left for Paris; see
JQA, Diary, 7 July et seq., for the overland route
that he and Dana followed through Germany and Poland to Riga, Narva, and St. Petersburg,
where they arrived on 27 August.
On Dana's mission as the first American minister appointed to Russia but never accredited by that court, see above, Lovell to AA, 8 Jan., note 5, and references there. JA's recollections in old age, not always reliable in details but in this case correct in general substance, throw light on the motives of those involved in this unusual and unexpected incident:
“Congress had ordered (JA,
Corr. in the
Boston Patriot
, p. 570–571.)
In Dana's Account with the United States, rendered 30 Aug. 1785, the sum requested for “Mr. John Quincy Adams's Expences in his Journey with Mr. Dana to Petersburgh during his Residence there as Mr. Dana's Private Secretary and his return to the Hague” is given as £357 16s 9d (DNA:RG 39, Foreign Ledgers, Public Agents in Europe, 1776–1787, p. 364). The sum finally allowed when Dana's accounts were settled in 1787 was $2,410 3/19 (PCC, No. 122, Book of Resolves of the Office of Foreign Affairs, 1785–1789, p. 101).