Braintree, 4 August 1781
1
The very quick reply with wish which you honourd my Letter together with
the Friendly contents of your polite favour demand my acknowledgement.2
If you Sir as a patriot and a Friend feel for the injurys offerd to your Country and the
disgrace with which those in power are endeavouring to load our Friend, you may easily judge
of the anxiety of one whose happiness is so interwoven and blended with the injured, that he
cannot receive a wound at which the other does not blead.
I presume not to judge of all the consequences which will follow the late determinations of
Congress. One only I am satisfied in. If our Friend is cloged and
embarrassed as you hint, if his instructions are such as he ought not
consistant with the Good of his country and the duty he owes to it, to execute, he will resign
his commission and return to his native country.
Here Sir I will give you a few extracts which will shew you his Sentiments not upon the
present, but upon his Situation when he returnd from Europe, which you know was not then very
Eligible. They were written in a confidential Letter to you, but some parts of the Letter was
written with so much freedom that he thought proper to surpress it.3 In speaking of the Jealousy which he had ever observed in
Congress of the Massachusetts, he adds “Is it possible that
Congress should be respected if she suffers those Men upon whom she has as
her records shew most depended from the begining, those Men who had a chief hand in forming
her Navy and Army, who have supported her Independance, who have promoted and formed her
alliances, to be slandered and disgraced. These things are of more importance in Europe than
here to the publick but they are of too much here to be neglected. If the
Massachusetts is to be made the But and Sport in the Manner it has been
you will soon see it abandoned by all Men of Spirit, or you will See it break the union. For
myself I care nothing at all, for my children I care but little for these things, but for the
publick I care much. It is really important that congress should not dishonour their own
members without cause and is really Important that the Members of Mass Bay should support each
others honours and characters. I could return to my practise at the Bar, and 193make fortunes for my children, and be happier and really more
respected than I can in the hazardous tormenting employments into which Congress have always
put me. I can be easy even under the marks of disgrace they put upon me but they may depend
upon it they either mistake their own Interest in putting me into these employments or in
putting these Brands upon me.”
Time will shew which of his predictions are true. If our Friend Mr.
Lovell returns I shall be fully informed, he has often refered me for
information to Mr. A. but that Gentleman is so much ingrossed that I cannot get him even to
spend one day with me. Have only been able to see him for half an hour and that in company. I
shall be happy sir to see you at Braintree, whenever it suits your convenience; I doubt not of
your Friendship or of your assiduity to support my Friend in every measure He may persue for
the benifit of his country, but by your Letter and Mr. Lovells late hints I
fear it is wholy out of his power. He will immediately upon the recept of the new plan feel
his dissagreable Situation and I am pained when I reflect upon the anxiety it will give him.
He must and will quit a Situation in which he cannot act with Honour, this his enimies know
and they will assuredly answer their end. Those who wish well to their country must mourn the
corrupt influence that has poisoned the fountain of power from whence issue Streams which
Instead of nourtering and refreshing these Infant States are like to prove as Banefull as the
ten fold plagues of Egypt. If you should receive any further information from your Friends at
Congress respecting these matters I should take it as a favour if you would communicate them
to Sir Your obliged Friend & humble Servant,
Portia
Dft
(Adams Papers); written on discarded cover sheets of old letters,
one bearing the address “Mr. John Thaxter Paris”; docketed by CFA at head of
text: “1781?”
1.
Dated from Gerry's acknowledgment, 31 Aug.
(below), of the (missing) RC.
2.
AA to Gerry, 20 July (which may
not have been sent until some days later), and Gerry's reply, 30 July, both above.
3.
JA to Gerry, 18 Oct. 1779
(LbC, Adams Papers), marked “Secret
as the Grave” and then, according to AA, not sent; see above, AA to
Lovell, 20 July–6 Aug., and note 6 there. Quotation marks have here been editorially
supplied, but it should be noted that AA quotes JA's letterbook
text freely and with her own improvements in phrasing.