Papers of John Adams, volume 20
r.10 1790
It would give me great Pleasure to comply with your request, and to be of Service to you, in any Way in my Power: but I am not at Liberty to communicate the most distant hint to any one, relative to the Subject.1
One Anecdote which flatters my Pride, if it does not comfort my Conscience, among the many mortifications of my Social Feelings, which I am obliged to submit to, I will relate to you.
My Friend Count Sarsefield, one of the most learned and Sensible french Noblemen I ever knew, asked me in London to import some Mirror Plates, alias Looking Glasses from France, which he wanted to give in Presents to his friends, under my Priviledge as an Ambassador. I answered him that Although I should be very happy to oblige him, I had never done Such a Thing in any Country, and could not think of doing it.— I expected Such an Answer, Said the Count “Il ne vaut pas, un Sou, d’etre votre Ami.” “It is not worth a Shilling to be your Friend.”— I am afraid that my Friends will all find, as long as I live, that my friendship is not worth a groat.
Whether worth a penny or not, I am however / your friend
RC (MHi:Adams-Welsh Coll.); addressed: “Dr Thomas
Welsh / Boston”; internal address: “Dr Welch.”; endorsed:
“Vice President / Octobr: 9 1790”; notation by
JA: “Free / John Adams.” LbC (Adams Papers); APM Reel 115.
For Welsh’s repeated requests to JA for inside
information on the newly established Sinking Fund, see
AFC
, 9:114–116.