Robert Treat Paine Papers, Volume 2
My time is short & I must write explicit & you'll be kind enô to concieve it wrote in Love.
I have seen yr. Letter sent to Dn. Luscombe2 containing the Disagreable News of yr. Determination in the Negative. I need not tell you wt. uneasiness this will give, but my design in writing is to inform you of some uneasiness arising from yr. Conduct wch. I did not will think you did not intend, the foundation of wch. is the Manner in wch. you suppose you give yr. Answer. The Chwith in wch. I join you (tho' in point of Delicacy the disappointmexcuse percieve the motive of writing & excuse all the rest. Yours
P: S. if you think I am out in my formality it may not be amiss to consult some of the Profession.
John Lathrop (1740–1816), of Norwich, Conn., a 1763 graduate of Princeton. He was a candidate for pulpits at Reading and Taunton, and received a call from the latter but rejected it. Later, he moved to Boston where, on May 18, 1768, he succeeded Samuel Checkley (1723–1768) as minister of the Old North (Second Church) (Sibley's Harvard Graduates, 15:428–436; James McLachlan, Princetonians, 1748–1768: A Biographical Dictionary [Princeton, N.J., 1976], 1:432–435).
Robert Luscombe (1709–1801) was a deacon of the Taunton church.
William McKinstry.
Robert Crosman (1707–1799), who operated the town's gristmill, was another deacon of the church (Samuel Hopkins Emery, History of Taunton, Massachussetts [Syracuse, N.Y., 1893], 88).
I received yr. very kind Letter, but never shall make you sufficient Returns for the Demonstrations of yr. Friendship: if I shoud return you ten thousand Thanks, they would be of little worth. Let me assure you I feel the obligation you lay me under & never shall forgit them.
It grieves me to the heart that my inadvertant Conduct has exposed my dear Friends to any kind of Reflections. Inadvertant & undesegned388it was, partly owing to my unacquaintedness with things of that kind, & partly to the perplexity & hurry of my affairs not having Time to consult those who were acquainted. I supposed if there was Intellegence of what I had concluded upon it was no matter about being formal, also one of the profession who was by gave it as his opinion.
After I had concluded to give Reading an Answer, & was writing it on Saturday Evening some of the opposite Part come in & represented things in a Light I never had viewed them, wh. occasioned my postponing, & when I shall give it, or whether ever I can't say. My way is still hedged up, & the Path of Duty lies hid.
From yr. Letter I concluded the Town & Chh. had not received an Answer from wt. Intimations I had given in a private way, & supposing the matter required immediate Dispatch, I came directly to Boston to seek an opportunity. I have wrote to the town and Chh. wh. perhaps will be proper to communicate publickly, & the others I wrote to be given to each respectively; You will be pleased to give them all to Deacon Luscombe, & do wt. you think most proper. Dr. Sir excuse my relying upon you, I wish it was in my power to serve You in my Turn.
Mr. Cob is waiting; except the prayers & best wishes of Your much obliged humble Servt.,