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1638-04-30
my humble service presented vnto yow etc.; these are to let your worship vnderstand how it hath pleased god wonderfully to provide for vs and to preserve and keepe vs all alive, and in good health vntill this present, blessed bee his name for it, but how long it may be thus continued I know not, but this I am sure our sinns have long agoe cried lowd, for bitternes woe and desolation, but he who is pleased many tymes to be found of those which seeke him not, and made manifest vnto those which never enquired after him, may of his grace be pleased through his grace in his owne good time, to exspell those clowdy mists of gloomy darkeness; and let in the soonne shine of his love vpon the soules of all his elect in Christ, and that in his owne good time, and at his owne good will and pleasure. It hath pleased god of his owne free grace, in some measure to make mee the vnworthiest of all creatures less then the least of all his mercyes (sensible) not only of the want which wee are now in for provisions and sustenance for the outward man, but also of the want, yea and inevidable and irrecoverable pitt which euery soule is ready euery moment to fall into, that hath not their sines pardoned their persons accepted and freely iustefied and that in and through and by the blood of the lord Jesus, who will have mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whome he will he hardens,2 so that it is out of thes riches of his free grace, and out
blessed be god for it our stomacks can disgest seales gulls foxes owle, and such meate as the lord is pleased to provide for us.
I have sent your worship a Catalouge of the winds and weather which wee have had since our comming from boston to this present.
Our Comander will acquaint your worship what cloathing is best for to weare.
I should request your worship to send mee a bible a quire of paper and some sealeing wax.
And for the choyce of a Comander over vs for the time to come, I haveing not my vote with the rest of the company because I am a servant, I desire to acquaint your worship whome I conceive is fittest for a Commander and whome I most desire, namely, Leiftenant Morris, whome is a man as I conceive most fitt and one who is so sensible of wants and knows so well how to order and affaires, and one whome the company so affects, that the maior part yf not allmost all have and doe desire to have him come our Commander againe.
W. 4. 92; 5
Collections
, I. 256–259. For Sandbrooke, see Edward Howes to John Winthrop, Jr., June 22, 1633 (Winthrop Papers, III. 132).
In the margin: “Rom. 8” (Romans 9:18).
“Twentymen went in a pinnace to kill sea horse at the Isle of Sable. . . .” Journal (August 31, 1636), I. 231D.J.W.
1638-05-13
The severall reports of your sick condition since I came home have bene so divers that I cannot tell wether my feares or my hopes of your recovery have been the greatest.2 Though when I came from you, your phisick had wrought so kindly made mee scarce to doubt of the best effects. My truest love makes mee feare what my best hopes would willinglye carry mee through, especially when I consider the further imployment the Lord hath yet for you heere amongest his people. When the worst tidings come I am yet comforted in this that hee that giveth both health and salvation to his people, heareth in heaven, and is overcome by his poore wrestlers here on Earth. Such thoughts I have had of Gods dealings with you, and with us all in visiting you at present, and what his meaning might be therein; But his thoughts are aboue our thoughts, and hee is onely wise. Sure I am he will doe that which shall be for the glory of his owne name, the true comfort 30and the good of his people. We have had many former experiences of Gods great mercies unto us in divers great deliverances since we came over, and why might we not expect that mercy also, even your deliverance from death. Surely it was not our worthynes that procured the former, and I still hope that our unworthiness (though it might Justly) shall not bereaue us of this latter: Hee that raised up Lazarus can (why shall I not say will?) also restore you unto us: Meethincks when I loock upon all things as they now are amongst us, I might be confident herein, witch the Lord in mercie graunt if it stand with his good pleasure.
I longe to see you, and would 'er this have bene with you, could I have conceaved myself to be any way usefull to you, and would how ever had not Mr. Peters illness onely detayned mee, for hee hath bene very ill. But I hope the worst is past, though hee be as sick in his thoughts as ever. We both resolve the begininge of the weeke to visitt you. In the meane while I commend and commit you into the armes of our deare and loving father the God of all our consolation, health and salvation beseeching him to make your Bed for you in your sickness, to comfort you in your greatest trialls and anguishes, to strengthen you in your greatest weakenesses; to stand by you as longe as you live, that you may live longe amongest us, if it be his bleassed will, to his praise, and at length to rest with him for ever in glorie, for the Lord Jesus Christ his sake amen amen. Yours truelie whiles I live
W. 2. 70 (copy); 4
Collections
, VI. 133–134. For Endecott, see Lawrence S. Mayo, John Endecott, A Biography (Cambridge, 1936);
D.A.B.
“The same day Journal, I. 270D.J.W.
at 257